Monday January 10th

I went to my Aqua Therapy, soaked in the hot tub afterward, then after my shower & went to my chiropractor for a treatment. All felt good. One the way home I bought a few groceries. Spent the evening at home.

Roger had said he wanted to cook for me and Saturday evening when talking on the phone he said he'd come to my place on Monday to cook some deer for me. He also said he'd call Monday. Before I left for Aqua Therapy I sent him a text message: Hi Rog. We still on 4 2nite? Or would U prefer to "do coffee" 2day n cook another time? His reply: Wrkng next few days call u tonite I texted: K. Have a good day. Talk to u later. Since then I've not heard a word from him. I don't get it. Why do guys do this kind of thing? Why make plans if you don't want to keep them? Why say you'll so something then not do it? Even women that use the best eye cream for wrinkles aren't any more wonderful than I am... why take a chance of loosing me? Fool. (haha)

Mark wasn't around last night or tonight for our near nightly internet chats. Not sure what's up with that, but he did leave me a note today wishing me a good day. That was nice. I'm kinda glad to have some time off from talking... after all, "absence makes the heart grow fonder", lol.

So much for the awesome romantic life I seemed to have a few short days ago.