Thursday, March 06, 2008

I Called "Harley"

I've told you before about "Harley"... and I've told you it was over between us, I'd given up any hope of having him in my life... then I told you I'd seen him at Future Shop and we'd spent some time together at the pet store. That was last Tuesday, just over a week ago now. Tonight I broke down and called him. With loosing my Shadow, I just wanted to talk to him. He sounded happy to hear my voice on the line, and said he'd just been thinking about calling me. Fools seldom differ great minds think alike. We chatted for 1 1/2 hours and then he had to hang up as his mom wanted to phone. At one point, I asked if he's ever going to ask me out, haha. He said "I don't know". So I told him that I won't tell him this again, but if he decides to finally ask me out, if he wants to spend some time with me or have some more of those sweet kisses, just call me and I will say yes. He said okay, then started talking about something else. I really don't know where this guy is in his head. Oh well, if we are never anything more than friends then so be it. I can handle that. It was nice to have a friend I could call tonight. Oh, I guess there are 'girl friends' I could have called, but I was not just missing my Shadow, but my Dad too, so I wanted to talk to a man. I know neither Dan or Art can "handle this sort of thing", so run away and leave me alone to deal with it as best I can. Good thing I'm "tough as nails" and I am a survivor!! So anyhow, when 'Harley' and I said goodbye, he thanked me for calling and said he'd call me soon.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry you're so sad. Hope you feel better soon.

Anonymous said...

I can just say sorry to you.Hope you will come out shortly.Best of luck.